how do i feel as a piece of paper paper inches from the shredder

Getting closer i feel my paper body bending, foot steps going across the floor. There seems to be a conversation between a man and a woman i really couldnt make out what they were saying but it seemed pretty important, was it me? Did i have something written on me that no one can see? I have all these questions in my head because i dont understand why out of all the pieces of paper im the one being shreeded! I never one tore and the bottom of me had only bended a little bit. Do you know how many times i let them earse things off me and never tore? i was good quality paper.